I write how I feel because I know these words will never make it to your face. You are a liar in every essence of the word. To make me feel like I’m the crazy one meanwhile I scrolled through months of phone and message records to see that YOU were the liar in this […]

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Dear Dad,

Tonight really pushed me over the edge. I had a wonderful day and was so excited about changing my hair color and trying something new. You came home from the casino 2 hours ago and I was excited to see you, I got out of bed and greeted you at the door. Only to see […]

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Nothing compares to

Having someone in your corner who accepts you wholeheartedly. Having someone who helps you carry your baggage, so you can feel lighter. A person telling you how beautiful and special you are, when you don’t see it yourself. Falling asleep in the arms of someone who cares about you. Spending time with people who understand […]

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Out of the mind

And into the heart space. On the way home tonight, I began to think about why so much of the world is at odds. Aside from polarity and spectrum’s, as people we tend to live in our minds. I ran into an old high school classmate of mine and I was surprised. He was with his […]

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The Power of Syncronicity

Good afternoon guys! I felt very compelled to write a post about syncronicity and how it just showed up for me. So what is syncronicity? Khronos, steming from Greek origin meaning time and Syn also of Greek origin meaning together. In essence it translates to together in time or more modernly, at the same time. So! I got […]

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Deeeep Diving

Hello hello, It’s been a while I know and many great things have been happening in my brief absence. Last day of classes was today (whew) and now off to finals week this coming week! So, now for the juicy part, I’ve decided to embark on a journey of enlightenment. Recently I’ve been diving deep […]

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Sometimes I wonder who I would be had I not been born as I am. How different would my life be? Truth is I wouldn’t have my life any other way. I’m grateful for all the experiences, ”good” and ”bad”. But, there is nothing neither good or bad, thinking makes it so, as Shakespeare said. […]

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Family is everything

Good evening everyone! With my parents away on vacation for 2 weeks and practically left to my own devices with my brother and sister, I’m utilizing this time to connect with them. I realize that you can have all the friends in the world but nothing sticks like family does. I may not always get […]

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What IS a friend?

Good afternoon! I’m back with a question that has been weighing heavily on my mind for some time. What is a friend? We all desire to have them in one way, shape or form but do we really know what they are? The official definition for a friend is : ”a person whom one knows […]

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Learn to Discern

Good afternoon guys! Hopefully your Thursday has been smooth, welcome back! Today’s topic of discussion is Learning to discern. By official definition, to discern means to perceive or recognize. For the sake of this post, we’re going to stick with the latter side of the definition and focus on recognizing. So, let’s jump right into […]

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I am angry I am pissed off And I’m finished You kept on pushing the wrong buttons after I told you not to You had ample opportunity to rectify the situation and you did not, which did not come as a shock to me YouTube was more important than I how I felt at that […]

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My soul is crushed My heart is in a million tiny pieces I woke up to feelings of emptiness and sadness Streams of tears are running down my face I feel a range of emotions, yet I also feel void of any I am disappointed, angry, hurt, betrayed, disgusted and in disbelief I feel like […]

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To do list

I definitely want to be everything you want and need that I was previously. I want to be more open, nurturing and understanding. I never want you to have to find something you’d want from me in someone else. I love who you are as a person, no matter how messed up you may be. […]

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What more are you supposed to give someone who doesn’t want to be with you? And now they won’t speak to you because… Why should I be crying over someone who doesn’t care that I’m crying? Because I did something you didn’t like, I’m disregarded now? Now all of a sudden you don’t care. If […]

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How can you be upset at me when you don’t want to be with me anymore. I tried to get you back but you didn’t want me. You’re “done” with me because I posted a video on an adult website of me with someone else, yet we are not together nor was it filmed when […]

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It’s easy for someone to tell you they’re going to walk away from you when they don’t care. A shoulder shrug because “you’ll be alright” There’s nothing more unsettling than not knowing why someone you trusted and held dear you betrayed you. They had not one issue carrying out the actions that hurt you, but […]

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I woke up with a head full of thoughts It’s crazy to see how one event can change your perspective on a lot of things. You’re just there with more questions than answers. They say there’s good people in the world but who determines what is considered good or bad? I don’t trust people for […]

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